Fear is the Opposite of Faith- A Reminder
Figuring out my life and my future has been quite the struggle for the past year. I keep thinking I finally have things figured out for the next step or two, but then it all falls apart. I have basically given up on making plans and making choices. Why? I’m scared. I’m scared of the future. It’s dark and full of a frightening unknown- not an exciting one. I’ve been praying a bit, researching a bit, studying scriptures a bit, but mostly, not making decisions. I thought my life was heading one way and I was pretty excited, but that didn’t work out the way I was expecting either. It had a LOT of prayer and thought involved and I thought I was doing and going where the Lord wanted me. Apparently not. This has happened with a lot of decisions I had been trying to make within the past year. It has discouraged me and has scared me into a dark corner where I feel like I can’t escape because I’ll pick the wrong escape route. So this last month-ish, especially, has been me trying to figure out